i be forgetting people work a nine to five. is that arrogant to say. she always would tell me to be humble. i think that shit almost killed me when i got older. maneuvered my actions in such a way. a whole reality play. found hate is synonymous truly to love. they want you but they hate you. they’re actually the one’s scared for real. insecure for real. my only insecurity at the time was not having money. not how to get it. not how to find it. not having it at the time. the anxiety. the level of disrespect. there’s levels to this world. dimensions. gate ways. the way they watched. are watching now. the 4d an astral dimension they say. ruled by energies and entities. they say you’re an aquarius due to your entry point here. snap is incorporating it on their platform. find your friends based off of their zodiac. act. was that nigga acting. like a play. like a loop. he made sure everybody knew he repped god. big bitches.
i remember the play to. like a play. like moving all day. like movement. what’s in motion tends to stay in motion. a whole ocean, he told me he knew how to swim. him represents many of these masculine energies fucking up the air. my air. they say aquarius’s are in the air.
write a couple books. move a lil podcast. take a couple photos in the airbnb. in the lambo. bad bitches got to be in the video. it’s amazing to see. the repeat of the era. she showed me a video in the 90s. i never seen it. i told the child to protect her eyes. for perception is reality. they call these things laws. Movements. Degrees. my baby went to school and got a degree. we played in and out in the streets, literally, not the hood shit, the organic, free shit. i looked up what they called autistic–autism. Laughable.
my baby is degreed. easily disagreeable. easily intended. how was i already versed without seeing the movie — movies. like move. like movement. like congruent. like degrees. my baby is degreed.
he faked like he had a degree. he stepped on me ha-ha. dark shadowed. light bearer. these men sharp suits, may have been tuxedos, were forming deals at the wedding reception. introducing their sons to other men. at this woman’s wedding. in a penthouse, me, the only one outside of servitude but yet… still serving.
my family was the chauffeur, the butler. the chef’s help. i rode up the elevator with them. the air. i am a black — black woman.
You.
but they know. black people are so talented.
my baby is degreed. easily disagreeable. god is his master. he fears god. these men fear no one.
it’s called degrees. like movement. like moving all day in the streets. organic living matter, mattering — expanding. like sunlight. like sun. where is the goddamn sun.
i remember the play. i disconnected, they followed. being just a being can’t be being.
they do not care about us. they do not see us.
but my people saw me.
and that’s what this is. call it as you see it. it’s called perception is reality. laws. theories. air.